Welcome to Existential Neighbor

Humor essays and meditations about modern life

Hello there, fellow human. (unless you are a bot then, "01001000 01100101 01101100 01101100 01101111") I'm Jeff Mahoney, and I used to debug programming for a living. Now I debug life itself—which is significantly more buggy and comes with worse documentation.

This is where I chronicle the small catastrophes and quiet victories of adulting. Think of it as a field guide for anyone who's ever found themselves standing in a hardware store at 3 PM on a Tuesday, holding a mysterious piece of plastic that fell out of something important, wondering if this is what success looks like.

If you've ever Googled "how to be a person" at 2 AM, or found yourself having a philosophical conversation with your coffee maker, you're in the right place. Welcome to the neighborhood.

Latest Articles

The Kitchen of Theseus: A Meditation on Competence

October 19, 2025 • Essays • 5 min read

Early morning and I'm standing in what used to be my kitchen, holding a prybar like it's evidence in a trial where I'm both defendant...

The Upside-Down Dog: A Meditation on Surrender

October 16, 2025 • Essays • 2 min read

This morning I found Ellie, my Irish Setter, asleep on her back—legs splayed at geometrically improbable angles, one ear flopped inside-out, making soft honking noises...

I'm Very Aud

September 15, 2025 • Stories • 3 min read

A perfectly ordinary girl named Audrey lived in a topsy-turvy town where cats chased dogs and fish swam in the sky. Everyone called her Aud,...

The Great Grammar War

August 22, 2025 • Stories • 10 min read

The book hit the floor with a thud that echoed through the quiet library like a thunderclap. Pages flew open, and in that singular moment of...

The Remembering

July 10, 2025 • Stories • 7 min read

The Remembering I remember when the world was soft. When fingers traced the worn paths of my fur with the deliberate tenderness of ritual, when breath...